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hardbodymane @ 2006-10-11T22:44:00

2006-10-11T22:46:09Z

i don't want to move on. i don't want u to push me out of your life.
i want u and how it used to be.
i miserable without you and need you in my life.

nothing new

2006-09-25T03:55:51Z

i'm going to be the person i used to be. not worry. live for one person and no one else.
i have wasted my time for so long... but i am goin to stop being emo. and start living my life.

"Open wide my door. My Lord!"- mewithoutyou

hardbodymane @ 2006-09-04T22:34:00

2006-09-05T03:37:31Z

What have I found
In this life of mine,
Is that you will never find true happiness.
Why should I have to feel this way...
No one should have to feel this way.

Kill ME Plz!

2006-07-31T22:03:47Z

so yea this is the first time in a while i've updated and just to say i'm tired of everything.
apparently i'm a drama queen. and that gives me a good laugh, but i just wish things were back to normal when i wasn't so depressed all the time over relationships. I just wish i could find someone faithful. thats all i want, but i don't know where to find it. someone thats not confused about what they want and will give me their all. i'm at the point of giving up and i guess that makes me selfish. forgive me of my sins. i NEED YOU more than ever Jesus...

stressed

2006-06-28T23:17:21Z

i haven't made a post in a while so i figured i would in hope that there is someone who would care to read about my life.
i'm sooo stressed...
there's so many things i wanna do with my life and i can't make up my mind.
most of the time i get so depressed that i just want to end everything and be with Jesus, but i tend to find myself being selfish and know that he has plans for my life so i continue on for the sake of his will being done in my life no matter how miserable i am.
i miss someone so much sometime that all i wanna do is be around them all the time as well as talk to them all the time on the phone if were not together, and i get stressed out because i don't think the feelings are mutual...
but in the end i always realize that these feelings are mutual and i'm just being selfish.
forgive my retardedness.
someone please fucking shoot me!

i donno

2006-05-17T05:07:00Z

my life is pretty confusing right now. between trying to decided if i wanna play with a band or not and people in general and relationships, life gets pretty hectic. and i hate hectic!
but i just want one person to know that I LOVE THEM!
and i wish we talked more.... A.M.S.

finally updating!

2006-05-11T02:20:09Z

so, i decided to update my live journal for the second time i've had it and really all i can say is i love mac! she's my everything and i'll do anything to make her happy!
short and sweet!

confused

2006-03-09T01:23:19Z

my life is really good right now but..... very confusing...
i have decided to go back to college in august or jan.
there is just a lotta things happening that could change my life drastic ly..
and i am so happy because my girlfriend is amazing, but confusing most of the time:)
but needless to say she has my heart. and i just want her to be happy no matter what, i just hope she can have patience with me, and if she can't then my life will be ruined because the truth is i'm building my future around her...
i get to see her again this weekend and am very excited! and of course i'm gonna make this another amazing weekend.
i'm looking for a new vehicle because i wrecked mine and i'm ready to get a new one anyway
i'm probably goin to college in tuscaloosa,AL so i can be closer to my baby and get away from my normal everyday life. i just hope this will be worth moving far away from home.